Update: Better Week

So, I lost the weight that I had put on and then some. Alhamdulillah. On top of that my Doctor took me off of one of the BP meds that I was on, which I have been waiting forever to be taken off of. I am going to give it a month and see how it goes without it and hopefully wont need it anymore. I am still tired of working out but I know that I must do this in order to get to where I need to be. It is just so frustrating learning how to be healthy. Every time I learn something new I get even more overwhelmed. But it is better to know than to be ignorantly killing myself with food.

It is the last week of school so the kid will be out for the next two and a half months on vacation. I have no idea what to do with her. I just don't want her to be sitting around the house bored, so I must find something.

Well, I'm off to workout now. Pray for me. :)

Update: Bad Week

This has truly been a difficult week for me. I lost 2 pounds when I last weighed in last Wednesday. I have gained 6 pounds since then. The most frustrating thing is that I have not been blowing my diet and I have been working out. I haven't eaten fast food and no junk snacks. So what the heck is going on! I am so beyond frustrated right now. I truly feel like this process is going to take forever. I cannot believe that I am in the predicament and I am so ready to give up. I am at the point where I feel like I am going to be obese for the rest of my life so why bother with this headache. Even when I think I am doing everything right, nothing changes and instead it gets worse.