So, we are six days into Ramadan and I haven't been able to fast a single day. That makes me sad but I know that I am excused because it's "that time", but I still can't help but feel left out. That is my fault entirely though. I need to step up my ibadah that I am permitted to do during this time of the month. I need to be reading more Quran and need to start reading Seerah like we said we would be doing in my family for this month. I really need to get focused!
I also haven't been able to workout either. I am dreading getting on that scale. I am going to put it off until I have few workouts under my belt because I don't want to go into a downward spiral. Man, this weight loss journey is taking forever. I keep stalling and that is just frustrating me so much! I am at a point where I feel like I am going to have to starve myself to get more of this weight off. But no worries there, though, because I just don't have the patience to do that. I like to eat too much (obviously) so that wouldn't work. But, honestly, I don't know what else to do. I have truly changed my eating habits and am more active then I have ever been in my life, so why am I stuck where I am. I know that people plateau but why do I have to do so while I am still in the 200's?! I'd hoped that I could at least get to the 180's-190's before that happened. Crap!
On the brighter side of things, my knee does not hurt as bad as usual. That's a plus. That's pretty much it for now though.
Anyway, for anyway who may be reading this and are Muslim, Ramadan Mubarak to you all and your families. Please keep me and my family in your blessed duas.
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