Update: March 29th, 2011

We went walking at Udall Park tonight. The little one's came too. Alhamdulillah, the weather was very nice and the atmosphere was great. There were so many people out tonight. I have no idea why that is so important to me. I just feel alive and I feel happy seeing so many people out and about. I pushed myself pretty hard to walk at a fast pace and to do the four laps (almost 3 miles) around that we made our goal. It was painful after last nights workout but I did it, Alhamdulillah. My goal is to still be able to start running soon. I really should be at that point already but I got off track when we stopped walking around Mahmoud's job parking lot. I think we just got bored with doing that but I am grateful to have a friend like BG who is motivating me to walk with her. InshaAllah we continue with this and begin to see progress soon. I do know that I am making progress, but I am beginning to get impatient and like a typical impatient human being I want what I want now. I need to constantly remind myself that everything is according to Allah's plan and not my own and the best I can do is try hard and make dua. Du'as please.